It's All About

Its all ifs and buts

And don’t know whys
It takes nothing but time
It’s not me being shy
I’m not weak if I cry

Everything you say
Pushes me away
Every effort u make
To be close to me
You thrust me away
I blame it on destiny

The night’s gone wild
I look at the stars
Moon seems to be hiding
Eyes playing tricks on me
I see you there
Jolted to reality
Fuming wisps of smoke
Dissolving to nothingness
You are messing with my head

Beating in my head
Your words form a rhythm
My mind turns numb
Your speech is a buzz
I find melody in every curse
Swaying with the rhythm
I find solace in misery
Living life melancholy